| Date:
25th March, 2005
Dear Master,
Beyond
my wildest dreams, I received a tremendous gift from You--being
able to see You again in person.
So far
I've been with You three times, the last being five years ago
at a retreat, and I consider myself extremely lucky since many
initiates have never met You personally. For me, these experiences
were enough to last a lifetime as I sparingly use the blessing
power derived from these meetings, thanks to God.
Then, on
February 22, 2005, on my way to group meditation at the Budapest
Center, I was told by a sister-initiate, "There's a special
gathering at our countryside center. Come and bring a tent."
Although during winter here in Hungary the nighttime temperature
can drop to –25o C, which is quite cold for using a tent,
my heart nonetheless leaped and I knew intuitively what I had
to do. I arrived at the center the next day, and when the fellow
initiates told me You were there, I almost could not believe
it.
Then on
my way to the kitchen I saw You and at that moment You turned
around and winked at me. I could not speak so I just smiled
widely and felt You recognized me as an old friend and that
everything was alright. This casual exchange helped me greatly,
and I'll never forget the instant when You gave me that inspiring
wink.
During
the subsequent days we spent together, You taught me much about
myself. And I am especially grateful for the personal changes
you suggested to me since by correcting my mistakes You helped
me overcome my karma.
I also
thank You for the unique night of songs during the retreat,
when just like a little nightingale or a mother singing her
children to sleep, You sang to us during meditation. It was
a wonderful experience--one that I had only seen on videotapes
but had always wished for--and I thank You that my wish was
fulfilled. You are fantastic, and it was a marvelous experience
to sit near You and watch You closely while You went to high
dimensions and came back although You were everywhere at the
same time. It's difficult to grasp Godhood with our monkey minds,
but when we experience it our souls know it and our hearts beat
with You.
During
the time we spent together You said many times that You love
us, and I can only respond, "I love You, too."
I thank
You for Your embrace, for the distant kiss You threw to me,
for the lollipop You hit me on the forehead with, for many,
many eye contacts, for the delicious meals, for the warm care,
for the many other wonderful things that I received and for
the many opportunities to learn while working. I only hope I
can express my gratitude through my spiritual practice and devotion.
Also, I
thank God for bestowing on us the great opportunity to be with
You. With love and embraces, I hope that You are well.
Your disciple,
Tárnok Zsuzsanna
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